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dinsdag 5 juli 2011
VGad answered my prayer. I asked him to give me a window to tell the guy im kinda dating the truth that i was not in love with him he was not a crush for me i just liked him and hanging out with him. So thats what i told him. Allthoough that wasnt all i wanted to say. I wanted to tell him i wasnt atractive to him and sins there was no atraction from my part i couldnt fall in love with him. And that is better just to stay friends. Why didnt i say this..... i didnt say that because i was afraid that he might get depressed about life. Not that i think that im all that, but because he told me that a year ago he gave up on women and love. That his father was dying and he has a very great relationship with him. And that a couple of women played with his heard so badly that he didnt see his reason for living live. It went so far that he found himself at the hospital. So i prayed to God to help me get out of this mess i put myself in. And even in now he opened a window wich i used to let the guy down slowly. So now i told him that i dont feel the same way he does. Next is to tell him thats its best if we could stay friends, because i do like hanging out with him but i dont think i would like kissing him. I dont.
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